I was born a twin in Merced to two loving, caring parents. It is truly a miracle from God, that I am even able to write this short testimony today. In 2016 after my mother’s death, I became everything I said I'd never be. I made choices that led me into deep addiction, homeless, and going in and out of county jail. It felt like I was surrounded by a darkness that I wish on no one! After losing my three daughters, lying in a jail cell, I cried out to Jesus and the soul searching began. I pleaded to God and I promised everything to Him while begging for an opportunity. Little did I know the Holy Spirit was, "is," moving.

In 2023 I was released and was picked up from the Merced County Sheriff's department by two gentlemen by the names of Dennis and Warren. Within minutes of meeting these two representing the Merced County Rescue Mission, I was reminded of what Jesus had done for me and some of the promises that I had made. "Praise Him".

Since that day, I am no longer sleeping on the streets, or Bear Creek! I became a resident at the Mission’s Transition to Hope program. Living in a sober living environment has truly helped me honor some of the promises I made when I pleaded to God for help. I now have a full-time job. My criminal records have been expunged. I have weekend visits with my daughters, I don't mean to brag, but Gods promises are true! I have past relationships that are now restored. I have met some amazing people at Hope Respite Care. And now I have over three years clean and sober. I am forever grateful to God for the amount of love and hope given to me during my time at the Merced County Rescue Mission.